I wish I could stop crying

I wish I could stop crying,
But the thing is I feel as if my heart is dieing.

I wish I could stop crying,
But all the cuts on my wrist are just there for a reminding, 
Of all those stupid reasons of why I'm crying.

I wish I could stop crying,
Because noone understands why I feel like im dieing.

I wish I could stop crying,
Maybe I will just cut one more time,
And hope that it will help me unwind,
Or at least let me be fine.

I wish I could stop crying,
Could this be my last night of crying?

I wish I could stop crying,
Oh I know that I could show them im not lying,
When I say,
I feel as if I were dieing,
Because I would stop crying,
If I just cut my self one more time,
And made it my last time.